Friday, February 3, 2012

Tuition extravagent - Part II

However, I submitted the form and started preparing for the test. Meanwhile, Sunita auntie (wife of that friend whom my dad approached) got in touch with my mom. Her daughter was also preparing for this final showdown. They just talked about our preparations and all. But my mom didn't like Sunita auntie's attitude. Mom used to say things like- "Sunita just shows off.. she is proud of her daughter.. she thinks her daughter is above all.." ... and etc. etc. which always showed love and affection of her for me.

Okay so now, the day had arrived where I was to put all the efforts which a group of economists put in for saving a country from recession: The day of the examination. I entered the examination hall and saw many co-examinees in a haste and in between that, I saw Inderjeet Sinha. A tall man in 40s with a moustache and spectacles through which he was gazing at the crowd while he was sipping a cup of tea. I didn't like that place at all. If I cleared that test then I must have to sit with other thirty to forty students, which feels nothing but like just another school classroom. How could I concentrate then?

But then keeping all these thoughts apart, I searched for my roll code and sat at the designated place. After sometime, I was given my question & answer sheets. I went through my question sheet and I saw that there was barely any question which I didn't knew. I wanted to scribble all the answers on the so called 'answer sheet' but then, all of a sudden, my mind struck with an idea. I thought not to respond correctly to the given questions. In short, I made a plan to destroy my result. My mind said:
"Hey buddy!.. It's in your hands now.. it's your wish whether you want to be here or not.. If not, then just scribble the answers the other way...
However I decided not to mess up everything but I just attempted three questions and came out of the examination hall. Soon after a week the results were out and obviously, I failed. My mom and dad got totally disappointed and I, to hide my mischief, fearfully said that I attempted each and every question but I had no idea about my result. My dad then called up Inderjeet Sinha to personally verify my result. He said that I had got only 7 marks out of 100. I was with dad during this whole conversation with Inderjeet. My dad then asked if he could conduct another test specially for me, but he refused. He said that it was impossible for him as there were other thirty five students on the waiting list. Now what is this man? Sick.. Hell sick!!.. Is it a tuition class or some IIT/IIM?

Seriously speaking, all those things (form filling, entrance exam, roll codes, hundred-fifty students, waiting lists, etc.) seemed sense less for tenth grade tuition classes, that too only in mathematics, physics & chemistry. I was totally proud of my decision and its execution. I was happy. And then came a phone call from Sunita auntie. Her daughter got selected in Inderjeet's tuition classes. She was so happy that she even distributed sweets in the neighbourhood. My mom again got pissed off and said: "Now that her daughter got selected, she will fly like a bird.. I hate her..."

But then my parents understood my feelings and learnt that what would be it like at Inderjeet's. They searched for another tutor who had a good reputation but this time, no such hypes like that in the previous case. Even I liked that new place. No thirty-forty students, no forms, no lists. Just a calm place where I could concentrate. Even that tutor didn't like such a type of haste and school like atmosphere. He thought just six students at once. I learnt many things there and gained good scores in every school tests.

After a year and a half, board results were out. I scored respectable grades. And this time too, Sunita auntie had called up my mom but my mom was happy. I asked her why and then I got to know that my average was much higher than her daughter's. I was like, what is this? I mean she attended Inderjeet's but still?

So you see, results don't matter on what or whichever good coaching you take. It is your hard work which matters. All the teachers are professionals. Nobody can't blame them for failure. It is never their failure. It is ours. A teacher puts in all the efforts but ultimately we only have to give the test.

The funniest thing which I later got to know is that neither Inderjeet's son studied at his father's tuition classes. He used to take coaching somewhere else.  

Tuition extravagent - Part I

This is something which is very usual in every home especially when kiddos enter their board classes. There are many people who send their kids to tuitions before they could even collide with the algebra or battery-level science. And there are many who place their children, as soon as they hit their tenth grade, at some of the best tutors in the town. And some even don't. In my case my parents never actually pushed me to go for tuitions. But as I entered my tenth grade, I heard a lot of horror stories from my parents about people who got failed in tenth.
"You see, he failed in his tenth and now he is a sweeper. What a bad luck! So my child, tuitions play a very crucial role in your academic excellence.. And this is the time. Go for it, it is good and be the topper of the upcoming board exams."
Though I never took such things seriously but sometimes it used to pinch me a lot, the mere tension of failing in boards. Not only me but everyone must have felt that kind of 'pinch' when giving our first board exams. All those thick books became thicker, thoughts dumped in trash boxes, silence became absolute; I was overwhelmed with such tensions. At such a point of time you follow what your parents suggest.

Eventually, I told my parents that I want to join that one of the town's best tuition classes which they told me once amidst of the horror stories- It seems so nice when you have a heroic scene in a horror movie. My parents were so happy that they started motivating me after that. They said that the tutor would polish my academic skills (usually in mathematics, physics & chemistry) and bring me to the top level. They said he was the hero who could turn a utter failure into a brilliant success. And yes indeed, I needed a hero.

Inderjeet Sinha- the man behind every successful student, the savior of mankind of tenth grade in the town- the hero. Seniors used to talk and appreciate about him a lot and console their juniors to not to worry about the board exams (behaving as if they proved theories of Einstein wrong). Some seniors even joked that all the girls would go crazy about him and ask for dates and autographs. But thank god, nothing such happend in reality. He had, and has a lot of respect and dignity. So I heard a lot of success stories of many of my friends who credited Inderjeet for their excellence in boards.

One day, my dad approached to one of his friends who knew Inderjeet from a long time. And to my dad's surprise, he got two forms to be filled up for admission. Wait there! That is not enough. I must give an entrance exam too. Now that was something really crazy. It is understood that Inderjeet teaches about hundred-and-fifty students a year but maintaining it like some institution seemed crazy. When I got to know that I even have to affix my photographs in the form, it seemed like a hype. A total hype. And it was.

... To be continued.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

The music which is more than just music.

It is slow. It is distorted. It is just another play of frequencies. It is boring. But not for me!

Let me be clear on this. This is not 'just-an-other' sound for me. I don't know why and how it feels so special to me. It makes me feel: "Okay buddy.. It's okay... Just move on." Just a few days ago I created it accidently- now what can one expect a guy with a guitar sitting at home whole day long doing nothing. And as soon as I felt the magic of it, I instantly recorded it. I just can't explain in words how it means to me. Such a magic of motivation made me to name it: Moving on.

Okay now, to speak honestly and on your part, many of you won't like it. But you are most welcomed to post comments and share your views. By the way, just a play it takes. :) 
Listen it once.